War is on the horizon

War is on the horizon, with thanks to my friend Scott War is on the horrizon. Warhammer that is. I have recently found myself in posession of a very nice Orc and Goblin army (GO GREENSKINS). I have known of warhammer for several years, used to watch 40k played all the time, and a lot of my friends from college played as well, I just never got into it. But now I think this is the hobby for me. I am realy looking forward to finish getting my army ready and then lead them into battle. I have also been looking at the Warhammer online game coming out later this year. The game is looking good with uniue classes and a great look. I am hoping it lives up to the hye. Takecare all

March Madness

March madness normaly conjures up images of basketball and all of that, that goes with it, but for me march madness is something entirely differnt. I am a diagnosed major depressive. I have been for 10 years starting this month. It was 10 years ago that I tried to take my life. march has always been a hard month for me since then, and for some reason this year it is being very difficult I am constanly remidned by the little things of events that happend 10 years ago and seem as if they happend only yesterday. I am very depressed this week and I am fighting for all I am worth to break out of it. I will not quit, I have a loving wife that will support me and is there for me for wich I am very very glad to have. I dont think she realizes how much she does mean to me. I cherish her more than she realizes. Ok i rambeld enough, got the conflicting thoughts out of my head .